Gaje

gimana yaaa caranya buat ngebedaiiin antara perhatian sebagai temen..sama perhatian karena sayang...kenapa setiap perhatian yg aku kasih buat temen selalu dianggap berlebihan...niat cuma mau perhatian karena temen dianggap yg engga2..
dan apa aku termasuk orang yang ga peka sama perasaan orang2 disekitar aku..kenapa orang selalu suruh gue peka sama perasaan orang2 disekitar aku...aku aja ga tau maksud omongan mereka..
awalnya ga peduli sama omongan itu. tapi kok lama2 bnyak orang yg mengatakan hal yang sama tentang itu..aaaaaajkkkhkkhhh bikin mikir ajaaa...padahal aku rasa aku biasa aja..baik2 ajaa...
perasan merka aja kalii yang berlebihan..buat aku ga semua harus pake perasaaan kan..terkadang ada suatu hal yg ga bisa selesai hanya karena perasaan tetapi pke logika.
dimana letak ga pekanya aku sama perasaan orang..masalah orang yg sebenarnya suka sama aku...salah orang itu donk bukan salah aku...kenapa ga ngmng langsung..kenapa pke isyarat2 ga penting..to the point dan gentlemen itu lebih mendapat nilai dan respect daripada cuma kasih sinyal2 ga pnting yg ga psti...
cewek itu lebih suka cowok yg banyak omong..ilang tuuch wibawa jadi cowok..ibaratnya jatuhin harga diri sendiri...
jujur gue ga suka cowok yg bnyak omong yg ga ada isinya..lebih baiik cowok berotak daripada cowok ganteng..gantengnya orang relatiif..dan ga bikin bahagia jga..tapi orang pinter n berwibawa dapat membuat sesuatu tampak sempurna karena kepandaiannya...lebih berguna buat masa depan..

disappointed

feeling so erratic .. what is the answer given from all the questions I was ... painful ... but in what happened .. just hope the answers I received I could accept all with smile .. I've so far feeling aja says all will be beautiful .. what I think it's going to happen, but it all turned around .. hope I'm gone .. I'm feeling handicapped .. first incident was repeated for the umpteenth kalianya ... once again the circumstances and events occur and more severe.
confused what to do? answer is that I must wait. but if you see it all so far in life I ever ga nominated for that answer is quite a shock and ga can say anything.

learning .. learn to accept willingly .. better get the painful answer that now, rather than tomorrow, but the answer is equally painful .. just a bit of a strange feeling .. ending is beautiful ... is not all that ...
Okay should not linger like this .. must rise up and accept this fact ... sure will get better than what I do.

learning .. learn to accept willingly .. better get the painful answer that now, rather than tomorrow, but the answer is equally painful .. just a bit of a strange feeling .. ending is beautiful ... is not all that ...
Okay should not linger like this .. must rise up and accept this fact ... sure will get better than what I do.
bauk believe ... something good will reap the rewards ... and someone who is cunning will reap the rewards that fit with his actions ... I hope you are happy with their choice.